I'm busy, but not insanely busy. I have time for a boyfriend if I wanted one. It just bothers me how I even tried to have a relationship and I still ended up ruining it before it started. Guys mean nothing to me when I'm sober. It's like...if I hook up with a guy earlier in the night when I'm drunk and then a few hours later I'm sober and he comes looking for more I'm not even remotely interested.

I know, it's stupid. I've just been thinking about it lately.