It is terrible what they did to you, beyond terrible..

(((((((((Kewkky)))))))

You deserve. so much better, so much more, to be free, from anger

I listen to a Christian talk show entitled Hope in the Night, hosted by June Hunt, and she deals so much with people who have been mistreated, are angry, at their families, and even at God...

This what she says to callers who call in and have been hurt by those that are supposed to be, loving them...

............................FOR YOURSELF, TO BE FREE FROM THE ANGER AND HURT YOUR FAMILY CAUSED YOU, that is do this for yourself, no one else...forgive...don't reconcile but do forgive so you can move on and be free from anger, it is as if your family owes you a great deal of money for what they put you through, and for yourself stamp debt, forgiven on the huge, debt they owe you........do not make their problem be YOUR PROBLEM take their problem off your hook, your inner hook, and give them over to God, place their problems on God's hook, GOD WILL PUNISH YOUR FAMILY IN HIS OWN TIME AND WAY.............

Then you can, move on, with your life, as best as you can possibly, can, you owe it to yourself love Junerain