My pdoc and T... and I...have determined to do recent traumatic events.. that I have "shattered" once again...

That intergrations.. that had happened... are no longer... and that further shattering has taken place...

We are not able to make a system map... of "me"... it is impossible...becuase.. of so much... shattering....

I am devastated.....is all I can say....

and very vunerable IRL... and have to work hard to keep me safe...