JNTCP,

I'm glad you've come here, there's good folks here who will encourage you. I'm pretty new here myself and the issues you mention are extremely serious. There's no way I'm qualified to advise you on such things.

Working to get a therapist is really good and doing anything you can to keep you and your alts safe is so important. You are headed in the right direction.

Can you talk to your alts and be heard??? It sounds like some of the ones inside need to know how their risky behavior can backfire on everyone.

Continue to pursue getting a therapist who understands DID issues, some-times it takes a while to get a good "fit" in a T. Sorry, I can't think of anything more to offer. I've got plenty of issues to solve in my life as well.