Funny Moment:

I was at a huge party... Down the shore. I was young and I was nervous because there were a lot of older good looking guys there. And I had to walk out to the back yard where all the people were hanging out. So I got myself together and walked through the kitchen and was going to walk out the door and onto the deck. Only one problem...I didn't see the screen door. Yup..whack walked right into it..knocked it right off the track...lol talk about an entrance.

Courage: I can list 2 here.

When I was around 11...I was with a few younger kids around 6 in the evening...sun was just beginning to go down. People already left the beach mostly. We were watching this helicopter flying very low and irratically over the ocean when it suddenly went down and exploded about 40ft from the surf.

I yelled to the girls to go to my house and tell them b/c my brother in law was a state trooper. Went right in the ocean and began to pull a girl in. By the time I got to her ...People (including my brother in law) were already there. Nobody survived this crash unfortunately, but at 11 I think that took guts to do?

2 summers ago I was at the pool. Wasn't feeling well. Was withdrawn and depressed. Blaring music on my headset. Watching my son at the pool. ( I would NEVER) leave my son at the pool alone btw). Well my sister and (other brother in law) went in the house leaving their 2year old (without telling anyone)
by the pool.

In the corner of my eye I can see her strolling by the pool. Now I'm about 20 or 30 feet from her...fully dressed. I'm also not so physically limber...lol or so I thought. I just was about to say. "Gabriella don't go so". (close didn't get out) ...and she fell in. Well let me tell you...I never knew I could move so fast. I jumped in the pool and got her out so fast.

You would have thought I was wonder woman.

lol.

Failures are many.

I dropped out of college.
My marriage
I know i told kimmy giving my son to my mom, but I also feel I regret it too...lol yes there is conflict there, but I feel i made a consious desicion to "give up"

Whereas my mom says "i was sick" So I dunno.

Um...I just feel like a complete failure. period.

Sorry for the poor typing.