I have soooooooo much energy yet I am dead tired. I feel like I could just go to sleep and sleep for years but yet am up cleaning and cleaning and my mind is going millions of miles an hour. I called my pdoc's office this morning but of Friday's they are only there in the mornings and they didn't call me back . I told them I thought I was having a mixed episode and needed to talk to the nurse as I knew my pdoc was out of town but she didn't call me back. Frustrates me.

So I have the weekend to deal with this on my own. I have been trying to force myself to lay on the couch and go to sleep because last night I only slept for 3 hours but every time I lay down and close my eyes my brain says oh yea you need to go do this and I pop up and go do it. I just can't relax even though my eyes are soooooo heavy. I want to take one of my sleeping pills to make myself go to sleep but don't want to get in that habit of doing that. Plus I'm not sure if that would even work.

Any suggestions?

Jbug