((((((((((AG)))))))))))

I am sorry your feeling like this. Relationships in general are very difficult. I have had my share of rejection and it doesnt feel good.
I find you to be a very caring, loyal, sensative and supportive person that has helped me and countless others through hard times. I think that makes you a beautiful person and a wonderful person. I wish you wouldnt lose sight of that.
Depression always makes us see the worst in ourselves. Sometimes, during these rough periods we need to ignore those thoughts and listen to those around you who know you. People who know that you are the loving, beautiful person that you really are.

I am here for you always. PM me if you ever need to. My thoughts are with you.