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yeah i'd say it is as normal as losing a loved one gets (if we can call that normal). The dreams about them and thinking we see them or hear them, the fears of other loved ones dying or thinking we see them gone or hurt... the mind is so complex and death/loss is complex... grief takes a good 6-12 months to really regain solid footing, give or take. But i am glad you are checking in - i've been thinking about you and wondering how you were fairing....