(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((jeNeTeConnaisPas)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Exteme anger is so understandable. I hope you can get in to find some support so this alter can be heard and come to understand this rage and deal with it constructively rather than by acting out in any destructive manner. It can be so scary though as sometimes it feels that it is so out of control. Everyone is responsible for thier actions including him. Hopefully he understands this.

Everyone is unique and you are not crazy. Please try and understand that as it may relieve some of the pain and fear you are experiencing.

Take care and I hope you find that therapist quickly.

BB