My Dad was an %#@&#! who yelled a lot and lost his temper but he never physically or sexually abused any of us.

I guess nothing really bad happened to me involving guys when I was a kid or anything. And I started getting drunk and hooking up when I was 13. Oh to clarify - NOT sex. Everything but. Do you think it makes any difference?

And to make it clear, it's just the sexual aspect I'm not interested in. I can look at guys and be like "He's hot," and like a guy for his personality but...bah, I'm just repeating myself. Thanks everyone for your feedback.