Kathyanita:

I'm so sorry you have so much to deal with. I can understand completely where your feelings of frustration are coming from.

It seems that your meds are at cross-odds with what you want to be doing, which is not dissociating. Is there anything that you would like to talk about or any way you can avoid the triggers for dissociation ? If so, could it be possible to up your dosage of anti-psychotic safely or is that an impossibility ? I feel so much for you right now. Poor dear soul.

If there is anything you need, just let me know. I'll be around.

Take care of you and stay safe,
Kimberly.