I like hearing people not hooking up for sex. :3 That makes me happy to hear.

The only thing I can think of is something happened to make you not be interested in guys, unless drunk.

Maybe this is a shot into the wind, but the mind is an annoying thing, and I know mines repressed a lot of my childhood, maybe the thing that hurts you is in the back of your mind like that, you know?

It sounds like it bothers you, so you could talk to the school counselor. I don't think they'd do anything about the drunkenness thing, but someone here should verify that.

You know, maybe it's just you're a late bloomer about it. Are you upset by it because society makes it seem like it's normal to be interested in guys right now? Maybe you'll just find the attraction later in life, I don't know.

I'm not sure how to help you, and I'm sorry for that. :< So I hope you'll talk to someone to get to the bottom of it. Don't let it bother you in the mean time, okay?