Hey Jen, I'm thrilled that your nephew is out of the woods. That's just one less thing on your plate. I'm sorry that your uncle passed away and you're having a rough time of it. It sounds like you two were close. Death is never easy to deal with, but you certainly are hanging in there. Your sister is drawing her strength from deep down inside... where our will to survive is. You say that you don't think you have that kind of strength, but you do. You're here posting to us about your thoughts and feelings. Sweetie, that takes strength to put yourself out there like that and ask for friendship and support. You're doing great even if it doesn't seem that way. Take care and PM me if you ever need to.

Ry