Thank you all for your words of wisdom/experience.
I have never spoken to people outside the clinical area about my C-PTSD. I don't know why I just don't talk about it, so this is all new. Thanks sky for your opinion. I had wondered about what it would be like if I was attending weekly appointments knowing that the hangover does last 5 days or more at times. The focus of therapy has been about building a positive T, client relationship so I'm not feeling to traumatized currently. I do have flashbacks, anxiety etc when things are mentioned but I think it's bearable.
And lifeblows I too go back to work after therapy and it is just across the road. I look at my office from my therapists room. This does cause anxiety about many things. The things which should sound so simple to do just simply are not.
I will also find it difficult to ask T questions or request anything which would better meet my needs. Because I would think I am expecting to much from T. It's like I don't want to become dependent/rely on someone other than myself.
Hope this makes sense. Thanks again for your posts everyone.