Hi, JayL

I know how this feels. I often feel when people are whispering, that they are talking bad about me. This sounds like it is really causing you alot of stress and anxiety about the feelings you are having about other people. You are not alone in these feelings alot fo people do or have felt this way. Do you have a Therapist you trust and can talk to about this? If you do have someone you can trust, and do not have a therapist, I would ask for their help in getting a Therapist or counseling. I hope the best for you in this and that you are able to with help, stop feeling so much stress in your life. Keep posting, there are alot of kind people here who do not talk about you behind your back. Take Care.