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Yes there is light at the end of the tunnel. Even if it's not within your sight now, doesnt mean it wont be in the near future. I know the feeling of hopelessness all to well and it's agonizing.
A few months ago I went through a really dark period in my life. Depression beyond what I ever though depression could be. It was horrible, lonley, scary and everylast minute was agony. People would tell me to think of a happy period in my life. Personally, that particular advice didnt help me because I could not get out of the moment. What helped me was to look at things daily. It's like staring over from scratch. You have to find your own happiness again. I would accomplish goals I set for myself. I would spend extra time with my kids. I would try to take walks when I could so I could see the simple beauty of life. Dealing with depression is so hard. I battle everyday. So I know how you are feeling. Try to find the simple beauty in life.........Your stronger then you think.