This is a little different than everyone, but I have been emotionally abused by my mom and sexually and emotionally abused by my brother. I have finally seperated from them for good. I have finally realized that they will never be kind, understanding, or even decent to me. I am grieving for the 'normal' family I'm never going to have. They blame me for being hurt and saying 'enough'. They are so angry that I broke ties. I can't understand how they can hurt me for so long, then not 'understand' when I finally have to leave to literally save my life. They were pushing me too close to the edge, and I was about to slip over. I had to leave. I will never go back. I can't. I am in so much pain. Pain from the abuse, pain from having no family. I have tried every drug out there. I have tried councelling. I am so tired of fighting. Will it ever get better? It's not fair, they hurt me and I'm the one in pieces, meanwhile they go merrily along. Life sucks.