I am zoeo99. I lost my husband/friend/partner/lover in March of this year. He was born sick and always knew he would not live to be old. He was 36. I'm a bit older. I always knew it would end this way, and have lost many ppl in my life. I was NOT prepared for how awful this loss is, how deep and abiding my sorrow. I wish I had someone who could hold me while I just sob and sob. However, He was that person in my life. Even in a houseful of ppl, I feel so alone sometimes. His passing also brought financial issues with it, and the stress has caused a lot of stomach upset. I am depressed, even though on an anti-depressant. I need a place to come to express myself.
Thanks for "listening"
zoeo99