Being lonely & having the one who is supposed to love you & "be there" for you ignore you or worse is terrible. I've found some friends in a support group for people with depression/bipolar/anxiety issues. We often call each other now & meet for coffee & can call if we are feeling low. We understand each other when our spouses don't.

I also concur with the therapy suggestion. I'm finding indiv. therapy & group (DBT) really helpful. Plus we're here, dear. Keep coming back. Take care.--Suzy