I am so sorry, Zoe. I recently lost the closet person to me, as well. The pain can be almost intolerable at times. I know that you feel alone in a house full of people, but at least you do have people around. I know that sometimes I want to grieve privately, but at other times it is good to have other people around. I'm glad that your depression is being monitored. My stress/grief has seriously affected my stomach as well.

Please take care.