I want to thank you all, it really helped me out. I wrote them down so that next time I won't forget when I try to think of good things about myself.

Sam, the reason you never hear anything about them is because I deleted the posts because of certain privacy reasons.

With Jonny... things have just got to overwhelming for him, the things I say and the things I do to myself just make him freak out and he doesn't know what to say or do so yea he gets frustrated and I don't know.

Death Calls Us All, How Long We Prolong It Is Our Choice