I back.. in the "world" of having no control..... of having.. "slam/dunk" alter changes... with drastic... consequences....
It's been probably 20 years since I have been in this state... so did I just "flush" away 20 years of therapy???
Life.. is hard, very hard this way... the alters are so different.. and the host.. she will be in "hiding"... healing... for a few months.. I am taking care of things for awhile....
I don't know what to say... what to do... how does life change so rapidly?? and how does it not go back to "normal"???
I as an alter do not want to be forced... out... to have to pick up.. pieces.. to do damage control.. for the "all"...
so confused.. and... just "disoriented"...
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