No, there isn't another music course I could take, without having the same lecturer.. It really sucks..

I am going to try and hold it out for the rest of the year, but it's making sick, literally.. I've been really ill the past couple of weeks, even worse than I have been since all of my crappy stuff happened when I was 10..

I'm going to try and carry on with it, but.. Thinking sometime soon I'll end up in hospital, which is a scary thought..