But you're making progress!! You are seeing something you want and are trying to hold on for it. Good for you! You are a singer, and an awesome one I bet; do you write your own songs? Sometimes that helps. Young people are cruel and odd--if they don't know someone or perceive someone to be different, sometimes they stay away. Sometimes it's just because they are cruel, sometimes it's because they are self-absorbed, sometimes it's fear of the unknown. Stay strong and continue to keep us updated and let us be your strength!