want treatment for "shock".... if a person can get treatment from "shock" from an accident.... then.. why can't I go to the regular hospital.. and get treatment for "shock"... now...

confused.. alone.. disoriented.. sick... freezing... teeth chattering

shouldn't someone take care of me???? when I cannot?????

why... is it that everyone's life goes on.. and mine does not???

m ex-husband's... my son's.. my son's g/f.. my son's g/fs mom.... so.. why am I "shockie"..and they are OK...

and.. why do they not care??? I didn't ask for them to descend on my life.. Friday... they "just did"....

don't I get to... have a "say"... don't they care that they "upset" me so badly..

don't they care that my throat glands.. are golf ball size..

don't they love me...

I cared for each of these people.. I celebrated birthday's.. Christmas... special occasions for them.. and they did nothing for me...

so.. what does that mean???

it means.. I am worthless.. and.. it is my fault.. says my T because I didn't "inisit" on being worthwhile..

so.. I am worthless.. and I am at fault...

want to go to hospital.. and have them put warm blankets.. and give me meds.. to take the pain away... and heat.. on my glands.....it hurts...