If you can hold on until you are out of college. It has to seem impossible, I'm sure. But these people that are pushing you away, what is their importance, really. I know it's important to feel a part of things, to feel wanted and included, but it's important to believe in yourself, trust yourself and love youself. You have such talent, don't give up!!
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"We can't talk at the same time! It doesn't work like that! I talk, you talk, I talk, you talk!!" ~ Peanut