You might try a male therapist, or one who is specially trained in childhood sexual abuse.

When you are searching for a new therapist, it is okay to ask them their qualifications. It is an important service that they need to provide for you, and not all therapists, or therapies, are appropriate for specific issues.

Be discriminating in your situation. You can tell alot from a free consultation or meeting before you commit.

Don't be afraid. I feel once we get some perspective, things begin to settle down and we gain needed personal growth.

Don't give up. Just go shopping! (for an new T, that is, lol)

Take care of yourself meantime and keep posting!
That always helps us to lock into our own words, coming from our own minds ... we can see alot from our writing things out.

Peace and Love,
nightbird