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Sep 24, 2008, 12:18 AM
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Member Since: Sep 2008
Location: Miami Beach, FL
Posts: 22
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I'm glad that I'm not as crazy as he says that I am. Meaning that there are others out there that "share my brain". I think that part of the reason is that I had some bad things happen to me when I was younger that I don't think I am quite ready to talk about yet. Since today I have a semi-clear head, I think that I can understand why I am like this. Those bad things have had a trickle effect on me. I have been in a few other long relationships. However,in those relationships, I was the cheater. I loved the attention that I got from other guys. Now that I think that I found real love, I am so afraid that the tables will turn because I have been 100% faithful in my 2 year relationship. I do not know if this is why that I think like this or if it's just an excuse. I know that I definately have to work on my trust problem, I just don't know where to start, or how I am glad that you are here and that I have someone to talk to and share these kind of things with. 
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