i dont get it like you do. i actually have 2 good smell feelings. but i SO get the terror of throwing up. it took me until sometime in my 40's to be able to not panic at impending throwing up. water is another one. fear. i sometimes dont shower often enough to feel right because i do not want to go into the bathroom, the water and get wet. i am so sick of freaked out fears. its better than it was. it is much better, but i do hate it.

sorry you are struggling with this. i can say that when i am able to deal with something i get better. over time even much better. but it is hard when you are going through it.

today i got a reminder. things have not been too tough for a while and that changed today and i got the first harsh feelings of something from age 6 and beyond at home at night. i feel so alone. i wish i had a mommy.

hang in there Kiya. I hope this smell dies down and you can process what you need to in order to heal.

leslie