freewill, im so sorry you are suffering and alone. i do care and i wish that cyberspace was safely tangible where my concern could reach you. tonight i feel terribly alone too and abandoned. if i could i would drive you to the doctor and i would bring chicken soup and a cuddle blanket. then maybe you could put on a favorite happy movie and zone out on the couch while you begin to feel a little better.

sometimes we women are experienced in giving nurture, but not in asking for nurture. that can hurt so much when the pain inside is bad.

it won't always hurt this bad. hold on and cling to any hope you can find like your friends on PC. this is one of the good places "good port in a storm".

leslie

you may feel worthless, feelings are not truth. you are valuable for your self, not for your service, for your self. choose to believe the truth, not the feelings. if i believed my feelings tonight i'd be in danger. but feelings change. truth stays. i value you. your friend values you.