Sorry that you are having a hard time. Know that we here on the board cares. PM me if you would like to talk. That would be an easy way to get me as my schooling is pretty busy and can't check the boards as much as I can just pop on to check the PM. Safe

if you would like them, if not I'll just sit here and listen.
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There is light at the end of the tunnel. We have proof. We found it!
- or at least have a strong grasp on it and not letting go. (Even though our healing is still happening.)
woundedhearts