((((((((((((((((((((((((( emilyjeanne )))))))))))))))))))))

I was just where you are at and it was VERY hard to get T to hear me, even though I am pretty sure it was very clear (sobbing messages on his voice mail, for example). I NEEDED him to hear me, because I felt like he was the only person in my life who could really help me. He finally did, and now we're working on the things that led me to feel so bad in the first place.

My advice to you is to be persistent. Let T know how you are feeling, and if he doesn't hear you, let him know again. If you are allowed to call and e-mail, call and e-mail.

I'm sorry you are feeling so bad.