Paddy is sat on my knee (never sits still unless he can tell I'm upset... he's licking the tears that are falling onto my arm)
But I can't stop crying, can't stop hurting
and I'm a burden because I'm depressed, I have two people in my life and there's pressure on them. I can't give them the love they deserve because I'm all too often too depressed and can't even cope with myself. I try to show them and I love them both from the bottom of my heart, but if I weren't depressed things would be a lot lot easier for them.