I know nobody said it, it's how I feel. You're right, I am SENSITIVE, that's exactly why y'all are discussing the best way to help me. Maybe I'm too sensitive to even be here. I'm triggered so much by non-existant things.

I know some of you like me, I haven't denied that and I do know that some of you like me. It's hard for me to ignore the ones that don't. I'm sorry!!!

I don't know what else to say. I'm tired of being me, I'm tired of being 'triggered' so much. I'm tired of misinterpretting things. I'm tired of not getting any better. I'm tired of frustrating people who try to support me. I'm tired of being a royal pain in the ***. I'm just tired.