I'm just even more messed up than usual 'cause he didn't say goodbye. He said he would though, that's hurting the most
I have an appointment to see me doctor on friday morning, it was the earliest I could get.
Thanks for your support again ((((can'tstopcrying))))

I just wish I had other support. My dad is awful... I try and stay away from him as much as I can because he's just... argh... but even now, I've just walked upstairs and he's seen me crying and he's just yelled at me "what IS wrong with her. Can't we get rid of her"
I'm so lonely, I have no friends. The only person I have is my mum (and I would say boyfriend, but....)
I'm sorry