AG, i can't figure out what you really want. if people try to support you, you shove them back....if we aren't paying attention, it upsets you.....you know that someone is referring to you in a negative way, yet no one else can see it in the writing. i just don't post to you because i know that we can get crossways and for me, it isn't worth it. i'd like to see a happier AG, but i'm not sure that's on the immediate horizon....hopefully you're on meds and i sure hope that you're seeing a therapist and discussing these feelings that you have with the therapist.
i wasn't referring to you, and i think you know that, in my post about being the center of the universe.....i was making a point and referring to myself, actually. you did give me the jump off point for the post but it wasn't about you. do you slow down enough to take the message out of our posts or do you just react as soon as you read them? i'd like to see you slow down, absorb what people say and then respond. there's a huge difference in "reacting" and "responding".....I'm afraid you are going to be upset by my post, but i simply had to say it. i don't know what else to do....
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