I'm trying so hard not to give up.. But what use is it when it's always to no prevail?

Their importance to me is that they are members of my music group and I have to work with them everyday, in groups to put songs together for gigs and my Final Major Project later next year

I can't talk to anyone anymore without feeling like their going to tell someone.. The only privacy I get is here at PC.. I can't talk to anyone at all.. I have just changed key support workers at home and I got the worker i was praying I wouldn't get.. So.. i can't even talk to her now either.. So where the hell can I turn?