I have had issues before with not taking my stimulant prescription drugs as directed. Without these drugs, I have low motivation and low energy. So, I crave anything that gives me energy.

I called in a refill for Pseudovent (a sinus drug - a stimulant) because I'm getting a sinus infection due to stress - this has happened quite a few times before. I wanted to nip it in the bud before it went to an ear infection. Anyway, the pharmacist called me back and told me that the drug was no longer manufactured. I looked it up and from what I see, that's not true. The pharmacist was not really nice.

Do pharmacies tag people who have possible drug addictions? It makes me feel like such a loser. Don't they realize that a drug addiction is not a character defect? So, I have that and on top of that I have attachment issues which are not really highly regarded by others either. Neediness is not popular. I also have OCD which is a joy to behold. I'm sorry for my bitterness here. Sometimes it's just so annoying. Thanks for letting me vent.