AG, i just noticed something about myself and i want to share it with you. we're both bi-polar, right? well, i'm just sitting here, reading the posts and looking around and noticed that a bush is blooming in my back yard and then i saw a bird at the feeder and i'm feeling mellow and content and it hit me!!!!!!! my moods are stabilizing! my psych doc is on the right track with my meds!! i feel really, really normal right now....and i'll tell you what i'm taking if you'll tell me what you're taking. i'm on depakote and lamictal for the bi-polar...i'm tapering off the prozac and will keep the small dosage of elavil for a short while. my thyroid was screwy, so the doc put me on a small dose of some med for that.......i'm at ease and at peace..i haven't felt this normal in years...my house is dirty and i'm not freaking out and then zoning out.....come on, AG, i showed you mine..now you show me yours!! p.s. i get to start regular therapy soon and i'm so excited!! pat