I been abused ever sence I was little, in one way or another. Its hard to write about or look at, but I'm starting to think i must be doing something to invite abuse.
I'm not sure where to start! My father and his friends sexualy abused me growing up. I don't remember when it started. There was also phisical abuse, and crulty like stand me ( age 7) outside for several minutes in sub zerro weather as a punishment. Frost bite was the result. I remember sleeping in a sleeping bag because the blankets hurt to much to touch my skin.
I will try to write more later.