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First let me thank you all for your kind words. * I did follow the link regarding CHRONIC POST TRUMATIC STRESS and found it to be very useful. * At this time in my life I am attempting to view life as good and making efforts to distance myself from others who continuously "drag my down". I still have no friends to speak of; collateral damage.* Last few nights the nightmares were very strong and endless vivid flashbacks the next day resulted in me drinking far too many beers far too early in the morning. * I think I've figured out that I drink in an effort to punish myself because I'm a failure. * I just need to stick to my RXs instead...yet that need to punish myself remains strong....I also reduces if not eliminates the severity of the flashbacks. * Just rescued a young female boxer for a partner for my male. She's brought both of us much joy. *
In regards to my daughters childhood. My parents spoiled them excessively. * Things began to change in their behavior after their beloved grandfather dies.
The only abuse was that I finally had the oldest locked up for beating me one to many times....I had to put a stop to it as she was starting to go after her younger sister. ( 13 and 8 at the time ). Of course Daddy thought stuff like that was supposed to stay in the family. He was more emotional abusive.
Once again, thank you all for your sharing your wisdom.
Stay Safe,
SUNNY
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