Your thoughts are mine exactly at times. I wonder why me....did I wear a sign that said "abuse me" or did I somehow invite it, like it, encourage it. I must have been a bad person and deserved it.
I am now seeking therapy to deal with it, the abuse, and my BPD, which I now know was cause by it.
My point is, you can get past this and you did nothing to cause it. You didn't ask for it and you are not a bad person because of what happened. The abuser(s) is the bad person and they will get their just deserves. I feel for you and empathize with you. You can overcome this, you are a survivor.
Try to think on the good things about life and all that the future has to offer.
Good Luck,
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