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What I didn't realize.. is that when I hug.. when I touch... it is for giving... that I automatically am "numb"... I feel nothing... I "give" them touch.. and they have no idea.. that I am completely numb.. I am so warm.. so outgoing... "how would they know"..I do not feel.. the warmth.. coming back to me... I am.. numb..
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Wow! this statement struck me. I am not sure I am perceiving it in the same way that you wrote it, but it makes a lot of sense to me. I have a hard time...receiving touch.
For me I'm not sure if I would describe what I experience as being numb... It is more that the touch just seems sooo intense that it sets my body and brain on fire and I have to then go numb in order to tolerate it.
The crazy thing is... if you were to ask me what gifts or talents do I possess, I would have to say that one of them is my ability to make people feel better through touch. (therapeutic touch that is

). Some how I seem to have mastered an ability that I don't understand or can't seem to experience myself. Weird uh!
Freewill, I'm glad you were able to get a glimpse of what other feel.