Thank you Larry
I've been asked by my doctor to stop looking for jobs and she's put me on a sick note because she believes that, the state I'm in at the moment, I'm really not ready for any interviews nevermind the actual jobs. So I'm kinda proud I managed to go to that interview (it was experience and a positive step for me)... but in a way now I'm glad I didn't get the full time post because deep down I don't think I would cope with it at the moment, as much as I'd love to, which is sad.