I feel like i can't trust anyone in life! I'm engaged to a wonderful man...but i still don't trust him or anyone else. (I had a messed up childhood) Is it just my Bipolar...controlling my thoughts? I'm rarely happy and I feel alone. I get mad easy... and it stays with me for days. I wish I could just tell my brain to get over things ...and just be happy ...with what life I have...But it doesn't work that way in my head. any advice on this?