Wanted to say I am sorry if i affended anyone with my questions. This idea is so new and so different I really did not have a clue where to begin or find answers. I have been reading a few books and found some of the answers and doing research on other sites that talk about dissociation, so I guess I don't need to bother you all anymore.
I have found that I feel stronger in sharing with my T, about my life, as well as, sharing it with my best friend. But I guess it will take months or years to sort out all the details.
When someone says "hey" you might have this or that, your brain starts a search on what is really going on and that search leads to asking other people their thoughts and ideas on the subject and if it could be true. Like typing in something to do a search on your computer which can not seem to find something as simple as a file, brain parts look on their "hard drive", and try to figure out the pieces of this strange and somewhat scary possibility. And soon you realize that the only place that is safe to ask the questions, (other than web searchs), is from people that are going though the same things you are. So if my questions seem silly, dumb or crazy, it is because I am lost and confused and looking for a way to cope with all my mixed emotions. Thanks for listening....... 1Girl