right now. next month my mom will be gone 15 yrs. Never once have I dreamed about her. She was my abuser. Anyway in the last week I have dreamed of her 2 times. One good but the one I had this morning really rocked me. it was horrible! I dreamed I walked up on her porch and the glass had been broken out of the door, the door was ajar. I was yelling for my mom the whole time with no answer. the house was in total dissaray which would never happen with her. furniture was missing and things just thrown around the living room. all the other rooms I could see were in the same shape. nothing there but trashy. I suddenly heard her moaning. I walked into her room and my daughter was there trying to get her up but she was acting really strange. body limp and laughing. when I showed her how scared I was her eyes got this really cold look and she looked me straight in the eyes and said in a really mean voice for me to get out of her house. I started crying then and woke up. I am really shaken by this today.