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Just wanted to let you know that I do read, but haven't found a lot of time to respond to posts - and for that I do apologize.
Love you all a lot - remember: today may be bad, and you may feel crappy - but that is just how you feel in the moment *now* - it doesn't need to be constant. It sounds cliche, but tomorrow *can* get better!
I'm going to share something big that I figured out for myself today and actually said it out loud - and it's a big thing for me, so don't laugh

but -
Feeling crappy does NOT mean I am crappy.
How I feel does NOT make me that feeling. My feelings are fluid and always changing, but who I am (inherently good, which we all are) is pretty constant. I can feel crappy without thinking I am crappy now - and that's a big thing for me. So thought I'd share.