I spoke to my psych, but she just said something along the lines of "that must be tough" and left it at that.. I'll never talk to her about it again now..

I don't think there is a rape crisis centre, or I've not been told of one.. I had last time, victim support phone up ONCE.. They never phoned again.. So much for support.. This time it's affecting me worse than ever.. It really is.. My heart feels dead.. I'm glad I told my boyfriend, but we're both having doubts as to whether to tell the police or not because I don't want to be snapped up into tiny pieces if he gets away with it, like the other guy did last time.. It'll completely kill me.. I don't think I can plummet any further into depression, but it could happen.. I couldn't deal with that.. No way..

thankyou for all your kind words.. It's helping.. A little.. But.. It means.. Something..

xx