Mandy, I think this post is a little about all of us. Sometimes I find it hard to creat a positive situation that holds the same magnitude as all the bad that's happened in my life, but then I take a look at what I've done for myself as a whole. It's not one single thing I've done, but a collective of events ofer the last 8 years. I graduated from high school with honors. I joined the military and excelled in my 2 year school there. I performed well for 3 years on my ship. Setback... discharge due to mental illness. Back on track... I struggled after the military for several months, but then moved to Michigan to start a new life. Found a great job and I no longer struggle with anything but myself. Setback... mental illness began to rage out of control and I lost my long time love and almost lost my job. Back on track... I'm in therapy and on meds after finally admitting that I have a problem and I'm working towards moving back home where I have family and friends.

Tomi, I very much appreciate this one. It makes me look back at all the good in my life... and there is quite a lot. Thank you dear friend.

Oh, yeah, I almost forgot one very big positive... all of you guys that have shown me so much support.

Ry